Thursday, January 7, 2010

Find Me

Hopeful that you will find a small piece of me here
Laid specially, just for you
A piece that you will want to keep forever
Because I am now fearful to speak
Invisible chords bind my lips with unforgiving, jagged determination
The voices within are louder now
Truth
Want
Need
Hate
Regret
Apologies
Anger
Love
But mostly fear
Burn my insides raw
Silence
Not out of choice but out of necessity
Afraid that if I say too much you'll never be able to love me


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4 comments:

Yadomaru said...

Simply amazing - thank you for sharing your gift with the world.

S.O.A.P said...

Thank you very much for taking the time to have a read and the comment...

Thank you

SOC said...
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SOC said...

So, you say that you are Afraid that if you say too much "whoever it is you have in mind" will never be able to love you. hmmm

well, i say if you don't say enough "whoever it is you have in mind" will never know you well enough to love you.