The pain of Escapism

Escaping into a momentary, temporary world of magic tree's and connected beings
One world chosen over the other because love said so
Now, on my way home I go
Head pounding with a vengence
Sudden pain returns to chest
I find it hard to keep regular breath
My heart beats speak as a disrespectful tempest
Violent and furious
Over
No more
Wishing for a notebook type ending where you'll end up returning because absence left your heart breaking
Disillusioned
Because you already speak of the future you will have without me
Once you have learned lessons that you wouldn't learn with me...