Feel, Want, Need

This is just...
How I feel
How I want
How I need...
Kinda hard to keep the "crazy" intact when you reach the bottom of your emotional barrel
It becomes even more intense when I am ignored
Better
Different
You
Not silence or confusion.
Not painful goodbyes.
Right now I am like "FUCK IT"
Shit is as bad as it can be so what do I have to lose?
May aswell just tell it exactly how it is.