I...

... Miss you
Like really really MISS you...
You're here but you really aren't.
I see the distance in your eyes as they no longer stay still for long enough for me to make or hold contact.
Sense the inpatience in your energy.... always ready to leave.
Time filled with easy distractions.
Secrets and pretence have returned.
Doing what you said you never would.
Tiny needles prick at my stomach.
Disappointed.
I look on silently and wait patiently for you to once again notice me.
Nothing is the same and I'm a little scared of what happens next...

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