May-be

"I wait for you, I don't know why, all I know is I can't hide, at this temperature it could take over my mind.
Like gossamer, you softly touch he draws me in, I'm powerless, he possesses an enchantment.
Tell me I'm forgiven, he calls don't know how I fell under his, lately I've been driving, he smiles, an enchantment"
Enchantment - Corinne Bailey Rae

Maybe if I'd had my own space things would've been different.
No one else's thoughts or words just mine, yours.
Just ours.
Maybe I could've shown you what it would be without anyone else's memories or essence creating a distraction.
Fresh start, clean slate living. Separate from our past.
Allowing us to just be.
Just you.
Just me.
May
Be


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I hate being the reason your mood turns foul
So for now,
I'm mouthless.
Just remembering the good times and focusing on our bond
Reaquainting myself with our connection
The reasons I miss you
No more arguments as I don't want this to be all you taste when you remember our friendship
Mouthless
Because I feel that silence is better than shouting or crying or hating.
Too much damage is being done

Mouthless.

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Outside Treasures - By Mia

The flowers petals are so soft and smooth
The grass is as silky as a piece of a ribbon
The clouds is as fluffy as cotton wool
The trees bark is an rough as stone
The sun is as blazing as a crusty burnt toast
The birds are singing like a chorus of angels
The butterflies are flying as quiet and as graceful as a falling feather
The flowers stem is as straight as a stiff stick
The wind is so breezy

By Mia (age 8)

Argh

I have this HUUUUGE ball of frustration sitting right at the base of my stomach...
Having to focus on not flipping out on my work colleagues because it isn't even their fault...
I'm choosing silence...
Roll on tomorrow so that I can chill with my fam and eat away my pain...

I get it.
When it comes to saying No you are all over it
But the fear if being vulnerable turns you into an Oz'less Tin Man
Rather disappoint the whole world than risk someone actually being close enough to make you hurt
I get it.
Today I learned that trying is now pointless, not even a tiny dent was achieved by my genuine persistence
So I will feel from a distance
I get it.