Resignation

Cups run empty
Sands keep falling
But you don't notice
No innate reflex to look outside of your box
Never offering a refill or turning the hour glass
Just watching
Concerned as to how much you can receive and for how much longer you'll receive it
A broken heart is all that will be left
Blood shackles me
And I have no control


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Eurgh

Annoyed that I even asked...
Innocence lost it's simplicity as your awkward discomfort transferred to me.
I now carry it's weight across my heart and in my stomach.
There wasn't even anything in it.
Just needed some advice on the simplest of things.
A recipe for happiness and contentment.
Now the request hangs heavily, wet, slimey and cold.
I feel yukky.
Uncomfortable.
Regret.
A mistake I won't repeat.
My apologies.
Annoyed that I even asked...

Hellllp me...

I think I may be addicted to Cherry Coke...

I do and say crazy things to justify having it at least once a day...

I had it for breakfast and am pretty sure that I will have it at lunch too...

Help...

V-day BS

Far from bitter
February 14th just holds no weight with me
Over priced meals and pressure
So much pressure
Almost like not being with a certain person on that precise date
Seals your fate
And your destined to spend the next 365 days in debate
The price of roses double
Chocolate sales increase
Madness, pure madness
Singles spend the night in awkward sadness
Wallowing in self pity
Whilst in your imagination the rest of the city
Laughs
Mocks
What a big fat pile of hogswash
If you don't love me on 13th why would one day make a difference?
And if you do, then I'm sure you'll spend the whole year making me feel special
Random roses and spontaneous sweet treats
Just
Give me you
Every single day that you still want me


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Sing a song for me

"Cause were alone now... and I'm singing this song for you..."

Silence...
You speak to me in thunderous silence and I have opened my whole soul so that I can hear you
The problem with silence is that sometimes interference creates waves in the signal
Distorting the message
Please... bare with me as decipher these heat waves
Sometimes I stand at a slight distance as I don't wish to be burnt as I once was
Trust me when I say that I am now standing closer than I ever was
I have seen what is generated as a product of our joint chemistry is created
Sparks fly and colours mutate
The result is something other worldly and that can sometimes be scary
I thought that you would understand this
We are definitely reading the same book but sometimes we over take each other and lose our place
Maybe we should take it in turns, regulate the pace?
Maybe even write in the margins transforming the space?
Leaving notes for the other to find
Breadcrumbs in a dense forest
Clear and present in the disjointed visuals of my dreams I see you
Protector and Lover
Friend and Supporter
You Love me...
Finally, I can breathe